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Thursday, May 23, 2013
I need someone who...
1. will say good morning and good night everyday to me
2. non-smoker
3. non-gambler
4. not a heavy drinker
5. have a stable career
6. have his own 主见
7. love me, dote me and care about me
8. filial to parents
9. height above 1.73
10. humor
11. call me something I love to hear.. but I won't say out.
Tuesday, May 21, 2013
to my carebear <3
morning bear <3 thanks for everything.. I really love you very much for now.... I realized I did not love wrong person... I feel so happy to have known you :) zhen de! thanks for giving me the chance to know you well, can stay by your side, even if its as a friend. I abit content >< (because I still love you very very much) ps: I'm a human only, so I'm greedy too:x so far you're still the best guy I love in my life for now. just a little sad that you're in love with someone else:(I'll still bless for you.. but not fully at the moment now >< looking forward to our first holiday! at this coming fri and sat;) thanks for coming to my side last night, i felt very happy to see you eat the cookies, muffins and macaroons that I made for you.. muackssss... 我真的好爱你... I still hope one day we can be together for now while I'm still in love with you..
i love you <3
see you soon:)
Monday, May 13, 2013
why my love is so bitter... why always give me hot and cold shoulder... why am I still holding some hope... why I can't just let it go... haiz... why am I soooo stubborn!! why why whyyyyyyyyyy........ I need some peace.... anyone can save me??!!! I want to forget... why i can't just did it?!!!!! I feel so miserable now.... everyone told me to let go.... why is it so hard to do it.....!!! arghhhhhhhhhh... I hate it...
我真的真的真的真的好不开心!!😢😢
Sunday, May 12, 2013
to bear
today is the 6th day already.. but still no message from u.. am I insigificant to u? :( haiz..
Saturday, May 11, 2013
to my bear
你是我这一生这一生最最最害怕去伤害到的人
也是我这一生这一生唯一能让我安定下来的人
虽然我并没有并没有并没有一身温纯的灵魂
但是我很愿意很愿意做那个永远照顾的人
我的爱人请听我有颗不善言语的心
只能够看着你远处的背影
to my bear 11/05/2013... and its 11th~
it been a while ever since the last time i write my blog... guess this place still better than g+... at the least this is my very own world...
this is the 4th day we didn't talk to each other... are you really that busy? why we can't be act like normal... how i wish you are with me tonight... miss you alot.. but i have to control myself.. i was wondering one day can we talk like normal? you are incomparable to me than other friend.. haiz... god... how i wishhhh you could hear this....
am i very silly...?! looks like you will never know....
are we not meant to be together?!
are we really don't have any chance at all?
if this cold war continuesss... will i forget this feel soon....
actually as compare with the me on last year, i still feel very pain... but not that pain till 死去活来的地步.... i do feel that i'm getting stronger now... at least i don't cry that much anymore...
hope that one day... will 苦尽甘来.... hope that one day.... you will understand me....
today i went out with a friend.... i was thinking whether i should contact you... maybe you are at somewhere nearby?... but i don't have the courage to message you... as i feel...we should... or maybe i should let you continue concentrate on your work? but.. why can't you spare a hour for me? my request is it too much for you? haiz... am i that not importance to you? am i just a nobody to you?
i really wanted to 只对你一心一意 only.... at the moment... seriously... nobody but you in my heart now... is this what true love is? when you really 真心爱着那个人... 是不可能轻易的忘掉的吧...
我真的累了... 我到底几时才能到岸呢?....
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
CHELLE RAE - TONIGHT, TONIGHT
I have finally found this song! Thanks to my colleague Sandra, who found the correct FM for me. :)
Here's the lyric ^^
It's been a really really messed up week
Seven days of torture, seven days of bitter
And my girlfriend went and cheated on me
She's a California dime but it's time for me to quit her
La la la, whatever, la la la, it doesn't matter, la la la, oh well, la la la
We're going at it tonight tonight
There's a party on the rooftop top of the world
Tonight tonight and were dancing on the edge of the Hollywood sign
I don't know if I'll make it but watch how good I'll fake it
Its all right, all right, tonight, tonight
I woke up with a strange tattoo
Not sure how I got it, not a dollar in my pocket
And it kinda looks just like you
Mixed with Zach Galifianakis
La la la, whatever, la la la, it doesn't matter, la la la, oh well, la la la
We're going at it tonight tonight
There's a party on the rooftop top of the world
Tonight tonight and were dancing on the edge of the Hollywood sign
I don't know if I'll make it but watch how good I'll fake it
Its all right, all right, tonight, tonight
You got me singing like
Woah, come on, ohh, it doesn't matter, woah, everybody now, ohh
Just don't stop let's keep the beat pumpin'
Keep the beat up, lets drop the beat down
It's my party dance if I want to
We can get crazy let it all out
Just don't stop let's keep the beat pumpin'
Seven days of torture, seven days of bitter
And my girlfriend went and cheated on me
She's a California dime but it's time for me to quit her
La la la, whatever, la la la, it doesn't matter, la la la, oh well, la la la
We're going at it tonight tonight
There's a party on the rooftop top of the world
Tonight tonight and were dancing on the edge of the Hollywood sign
I don't know if I'll make it but watch how good I'll fake it
Its all right, all right, tonight, tonight
I woke up with a strange tattoo
Not sure how I got it, not a dollar in my pocket
And it kinda looks just like you
Mixed with Zach Galifianakis
La la la, whatever, la la la, it doesn't matter, la la la, oh well, la la la
We're going at it tonight tonight
There's a party on the rooftop top of the world
Tonight tonight and were dancing on the edge of the Hollywood sign
I don't know if I'll make it but watch how good I'll fake it
Its all right, all right, tonight, tonight
You got me singing like
Woah, come on, ohh, it doesn't matter, woah, everybody now, ohh
Just don't stop let's keep the beat pumpin'
Keep the beat up, lets drop the beat down
It's my party dance if I want to
We can get crazy let it all out
Just don't stop let's keep the beat pumpin'
Monday, May 9, 2011
《麻婆斗妇》 The In-laws

本剧主题曲/插曲(一)由
Audio Post提供
主题曲:《最简单的温柔》
作词:乐声
作曲/编曲:郑凯华
主唱:吴惠冰
制作:麦如丽
紧锁的眉头
有没有存在的理由
大声的撕吼
是否胜过平静的问候
无止的争斗
到底让谁变得更富有
拥抱的时候
怎么能紧握着拳头
聚和散背后
有多少温暖在守候
谁不想自由
却忘了该付出的温柔
痛哭过后会否比较好受
放开过后
或许会更自由
很多时候
我们只是在寻找借口
什么是成就
只要你微笑着点头
欢笑过后
会否一直回首
失去以后
才学会如何看透
回忆里什么陪我们走到最后
还不是那些
最简单的温柔
插曲(一):《路过》
作词:乐声
作曲/编曲:乐子
主唱:苏智诚
制作:麦如丽
本剧插曲(二)由
金牌大风 Gold Typhoon 和 playmusic提供
插曲(二):《情人结》
作词:吴本纬
作曲:陈威全
OP: Universal Ms Publ Ltd Taiwan
主唱:张芸京
Monday, May 2, 2011
finally a healthy meal done by myself
Today I finally started to eat the fruit after my dinner. I cut the apple myself, after my dinner. Cause i still not full. lol~ tonight dishes: vegetable, chawamushi, and sunchime meat. I only manage to found and eat one piece of the lean meat. Sounds funny, but well ever since i was born, i seldom approach the fruit myself at home. So when after i cut the fruit, i hide away and bring it to my room and eat. ~.~
I started to watch another new anime (although the anime has been finished) hehee.
The anime name is: Sola
Summary
Yorito Morimiya loves taking pictures of the sky so much that one day, he wakes up at 4 am to take pictures of the sunrise overlooking the bay. However, he is deterred when he meets a strange girl trying to force a vending machine that stole her money. Yorito helps her with forcing the machine but when the machine finally vends, the girl has mysteriouslly vanished.
I managed to watch it to Episode 3 now. It is an interesting anime, at first I don't really quite understand what it trying to play... But after 2nd episode finish, I finally understood.
The other anime is Ao No Exorcist
Summary
Humans live in the world of Assiah, demons in Gehenna. The two dimensions are not meant to interfere with each other, but demons still possess creatures in Assiah in spite of this. The humans who can fight these demons are known as exorcists. Rin Okumura is a boy who bears the curse of being Satan's illegitimate son. His foster father sacrificed himself to save him from demons. To avenge his foster father's death as well as to prove himself, Rin decides to follow the path of an exorcist.
These few days i being looking into anime genre: Fantasy, Romance type... and now i have switched to Comedy, Demons.
Going to bed soon after finish Sola episode 3...
Oyasumi :)
Yaho~
It's been a while since the last time I blog. =/ Today is a public holiday replacement for Sunday in my country :D So I can watch my fav anime. Heehee~
These are the list of anime i have been watching. Quite touching & loving~
Dragonaut: The Resonance
Ginban Kaleidoscope
Shin Shirayuki-hime Densetsu Pretear
These are the list of anime i have been watching. Quite touching & loving~
Dragonaut: The Resonance
Ginban Kaleidoscope
Shin Shirayuki-hime Densetsu Pretear
Hehee~ recently I also saw some of other animes like K-ON, Amagami SS still have continue episodes out, that makes me feel nostalgic ~:)
If anyone has any nice anime i haven't watch it before, please shared it with me! :)
Oyasumi nasai~
Oyasumi nasai~
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
如果 . 有个人...
如果有个人让你学会了伪装,
请你离开他,
或许你是真的真的很爱他,
但他并没你想象中的爱你,
一个真正爱你的人,
不可能看不出你的伪装,
更不会让你忍着伤疼地笑...
如果有个人让你学会了妥协,
请你离开他,
或许爱一个人需要包容,
但绝对不是妥协,
只有要两个人达成共识,
那才算是互相包容,
如果只是单方面的守候,
永远会有一方不快乐...
如果有个人让你学会了说谎,
请你离开他,
或许说谎不是你的本意,
但你却没想过谎言,
会衍生更多的误会,
只有坦诚才能让彼此间,
有着强烈的安全感...
如果有个人让你学会了微笑,
请你珍惜他,
因为这世上没什么事情,
能比简单的微笑更幸福,
微笑就是幸福的泉源...
如果有个人让你学会了感动,
请你珍惜他,
因为这样的他一定很细心,
关心你的一切...
如果有个人让你学会了霸道,
请你珍惜他,
因为他付出了无私的爱,
把你给宠上天了...
两个人在一起,
本来就应该是一件幸福的事情,
并在虚伪的世界中活出自我,
沉溺在不停地伪装,妥协与谎言中的爱情,
再甜蜜也不过是人生中的插曲,
永远都不会有携手到老的爱情.

Anime : Marginal Prince completed! ^^
请你离开他,
或许你是真的真的很爱他,
但他并没你想象中的爱你,
一个真正爱你的人,
不可能看不出你的伪装,
更不会让你忍着伤疼地笑...
如果有个人让你学会了妥协,
请你离开他,
或许爱一个人需要包容,
但绝对不是妥协,
只有要两个人达成共识,
那才算是互相包容,
如果只是单方面的守候,
永远会有一方不快乐...
如果有个人让你学会了说谎,
请你离开他,
或许说谎不是你的本意,
但你却没想过谎言,
会衍生更多的误会,
只有坦诚才能让彼此间,
有着强烈的安全感...
如果有个人让你学会了微笑,
请你珍惜他,
因为这世上没什么事情,
能比简单的微笑更幸福,
微笑就是幸福的泉源...
如果有个人让你学会了感动,
请你珍惜他,
因为这样的他一定很细心,
关心你的一切...
如果有个人让你学会了霸道,
请你珍惜他,
因为他付出了无私的爱,
把你给宠上天了...
两个人在一起,
本来就应该是一件幸福的事情,
并在虚伪的世界中活出自我,
沉溺在不停地伪装,妥协与谎言中的爱情,
再甜蜜也不过是人生中的插曲,
永远都不会有携手到老的爱情.

Anime : Marginal Prince completed! ^^
The prince that i liked in the anime...
always the most caring, gentle and courageous :)

Sunday, September 19, 2010
Konbawa~
It's been a while since the last time i blog. hehe.
Because i was been busy studied for my final semster exam. Hope i can pass my exam :)
Finally able to enjoy watching my anime ^^
For these past week months during my course, to be honest i was half-hearted watching it.
I finally able to borrow the books i would like to read it. Haha provide i won't use up the time on anime, unable to finish the books i borrowed :x
After this course done, i gonna back to my work again. I'm quite happy, yet a bit still to bore. Happy is because i finally can able to have my income again. Can go out with friends, buy the stuffs i like or dinner with my dear friends, and also give household allowance to my mum. Bore is because haha.. Hmm haven't think of it. Perhaps when i start my work then know ba. keke. That's alot of countries i would like to visit. like japan hokkaido, korea, or maybe the countries that i never thought before like paris, ltaly, london. hehe... been watching a lot of animes, story about their life in these countries, seems very romantic to me. i really hope in my life really that's one day i can visit these countries at least once. i prefer to sight-seeing than shopping. haha... a bit different with most of girls who prefer shopping. but for my character or horoscope, i prefer relaxing tour than shopping :/
Here's the list of animes i been watching at this week.
Tegami Bachi, awaitng for Tegami Bachi Reverse
Tales Of Vesperia : First Episode Strike Movies
Narue no Sekai
Shukufuku No Campanella
Catching new anime : Bungaku Shoujo Memoire OVA
That's an interesting sentence from Narue no Sekai & Shukufuku No Campanella i would like to share...
From Narue no Sekai
What's important is not the object that's given, but who gave it you.
From Shukufuku No Campanella
Feelings of wanting to meet the hearts of important people.
Feelings of wanting to do something for someone dear to me.
Feelings of wanting to share something fun or happy with everyone.
Feelings of wanting those you love to smile forever.
And the warm feeling which is the collection of all those other feelings.
Because i was been busy studied for my final semster exam. Hope i can pass my exam :)
Finally able to enjoy watching my anime ^^
For these past week months during my course, to be honest i was half-hearted watching it.
I finally able to borrow the books i would like to read it. Haha provide i won't use up the time on anime, unable to finish the books i borrowed :x
After this course done, i gonna back to my work again. I'm quite happy, yet a bit still to bore. Happy is because i finally can able to have my income again. Can go out with friends, buy the stuffs i like or dinner with my dear friends, and also give household allowance to my mum. Bore is because haha.. Hmm haven't think of it. Perhaps when i start my work then know ba. keke. That's alot of countries i would like to visit. like japan hokkaido, korea, or maybe the countries that i never thought before like paris, ltaly, london. hehe... been watching a lot of animes, story about their life in these countries, seems very romantic to me. i really hope in my life really that's one day i can visit these countries at least once. i prefer to sight-seeing than shopping. haha... a bit different with most of girls who prefer shopping. but for my character or horoscope, i prefer relaxing tour than shopping :/
Here's the list of animes i been watching at this week.
Tegami Bachi, awaitng for Tegami Bachi Reverse
Tales Of Vesperia : First Episode Strike Movies
Narue no Sekai
Shukufuku No Campanella
Catching new anime : Bungaku Shoujo Memoire OVA
That's an interesting sentence from Narue no Sekai & Shukufuku No Campanella i would like to share...
From Narue no Sekai
What's important is not the object that's given, but who gave it you.
From Shukufuku No Campanella
Feelings of wanting to meet the hearts of important people.
Feelings of wanting to do something for someone dear to me.
Feelings of wanting to share something fun or happy with everyone.
Feelings of wanting those you love to smile forever.
And the warm feeling which is the collection of all those other feelings.
Friday, August 20, 2010
Today is my last lesson for my whole certificate module... everyone was very grateful to the lecturers... same goes to me too... to my marketing and human resource lecturers... next would be my coming exam... starting tomorrow will be preparing for the first coming exam "accounting", come along next would be marketing and human resource... tonight will have a nice and good rest... :p
should i go for next tuesday movie session -.- haiz... dont really feel like spending more money with the people who talk to people also won't look, that's so rude...guess at most, after the movie, i will try to escape... prevent spending more money with the people i don't wish to be with...
nitez...
should i go for next tuesday movie session -.- haiz... dont really feel like spending more money with the people who talk to people also won't look, that's so rude...guess at most, after the movie, i will try to escape... prevent spending more money with the people i don't wish to be with...
nitez...
MARRIAGE
When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.
She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.
She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.
The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.
When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.
In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.
This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.
She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.
I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.
My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside
the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.
On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.
She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.
Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.
Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.
But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.
I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.
She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.
Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.
At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.
That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.
My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....
The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!
If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.
If you do, you just might save a marriage.
Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.
A CHRIST-CENTERED MARRIAGE IS A MARRIAGE THAT IS SURE TO LAST A LIFETIME.
So then, they are no longer two but one flesh. Therefore what God has joined together, let not man separate. Matthew 19:6.
By Stephanie Halmilton
Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.
She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.
She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.
The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.
When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.
In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.
This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.
She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.
I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.
My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside
the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.
On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.
She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.
Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.
Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.
But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.
I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.
She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.
Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.
At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.
That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.
My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....
The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!
If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.
If you do, you just might save a marriage.
Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.
A CHRIST-CENTERED MARRIAGE IS A MARRIAGE THAT IS SURE TO LAST A LIFETIME.
So then, they are no longer two but one flesh. Therefore what God has joined together, let not man separate. Matthew 19:6.
By Stephanie Halmilton
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
It been 4 days since i blog... lol... today finally was my last quiz for all my modules...
got back one of the module quiz 2 and got it 46/50 ^^Y, and today having another quiz... i knew i lost 3 marks... hope still will get better result *pray 40+/50*... tomorrow will be gathering with my girls and celebrating one of them's birthday... :)
got back one of the module quiz 2 and got it 46/50 ^^Y, and today having another quiz... i knew i lost 3 marks... hope still will get better result *pray 40+/50*... tomorrow will be gathering with my girls and celebrating one of them's birthday... :)
星座 Horoscope
1月出生(心里只有玩)
2月出生(做事无厘头)
3月出生(总是呆表情)
4月出生(充满了幻想)
5月出生(爱装很正经)
6月出生(真诚又调皮)
7月出生(多情巧言语)
8月出生(恋家第一名)
9月出生(单纯的认真)
10月出生(灿烂却冷酷)
11月出生(多愁加善感)
12月出生(执着得可怕)
(12星座伤人指数排行)
No.1:天蝎座——伤人指数:100
No.2:白羊座——伤人指数 :99
No.3:水瓶座——伤人指数 :90
No.4:狮子座——伤人指数 :85
No.5:金牛座——伤人指数 :83
No.6:摩羯座——伤人指数 :80
No.7:双子座——伤人指数 :79
No.8:处女座——伤人指数 :77
No.9:巨蟹座——伤人指数 :75
No.10:双鱼座——伤人指数:73
No.11:射手座——伤人指数:70
No.12:天秤座——伤人指数:69
(星座最害怕失去是)
白羊座最害怕失去:勇气
金牛座最害怕失去:金钱
水瓶座最害怕失去:灵感
双子座最害怕失去:自在
巨蟹座最害怕失去:家庭
狮子座最害怕失去:自尊
处女座最害怕失去:听众
天秤座最害怕失去:理智
双鱼座最害怕失去:梦想
天蝎座最害怕失去:朋友
摩羯座最害怕失去:信任
射手座最害怕失去:流行
(星座是什么的第1名)
白羊座:冲动第一名:
金牛座:稳重第一名:
双子座:八卦第一名:
巨蟹座:体贴第一名:
狮子座:自信第一名:
处女座:细心第一名:
天秤座:爱美第一名:
天蝎座:痴情第一名:
射手座:贪玩第一名:
摩羯座:严肃第一名:
水瓶座:好奇第一名:
双鱼座:心软第一名:
(心肠最软的星座)
双鱼座:双鱼的感情丰富,容易心软 座:感情丰富,容易心软:
天秤座:耳根子软,心地也很软:
处女座:心肠最好的人,有求必应,比神仙还灵。:
巨蟹座:有什么要求都能答应:
射手座:满腔的热血,心地也很好,:
金牛座:外冷内热的类型,:
白羊座:心肠不坏:
狮子座:赚人热泪的故事或许会让它激情澎湃一下,但不一定心软座:
双子座:比较讲理,喜欢就事论事,:
天蝎座:心肠比较的强硬:
摩羯座:铁面无私的他多半只会对自己的家人心软:
水瓶座:心软往往只有几分钟:
(好骗”的星座排名)
第1名:双鱼座(太善良了):
第2名:牡羊座(会常保一颗赤子之心):
第3名:金牛座(常常反应慢半拍):
第4名:狮子座(通常无法抗拒别人的称赞):
第5名:天秤座(常在犹豫不决时被骗):
第6名:射手座(他们常常做决定不用大脑):
第7名:双子座(被比他更好的口才说服):
第8名:水瓶座(拥有异于常人的判断力):
第9名:巨蟹座(龟毛的个性常使他们免于被骗):
第10名:魔蝎座(会叫你拿出证据否则一切免谈):
第11名:天蝎座(通常有超准的直觉):
第12名:处女座(则是在每个小地方都能看出破绽):
(星座是的第1名)
白羊座:冲动第一名,做事后悔第一名,火气大第一名,大胆第一名,敢爱敢恨第一名:
金牛座:稳重第一名,节制第一名,贪财第一名,可靠第一名,吃苦耐劳第一名:
双子座:八卦第一名,聪慧第一名,爱疯第一名,幽默第一名,多话第一名:
巨蟹座:体贴第一名,爱吃第一名,爱家第一名,孝顺第一名,多愁善感第一名:
狮子座:自信第一名,爱表现第一名,要面子第一名,品味第一名,风度第一名:
处女座:细心第一名,挑剔第一名,洁癖第一名,小题大作第一名,吃醋第一名:
天秤座:爱美第一名,犹豫第一名,懒惰第一名,善辩第一名,公正第一名:
天蝎座:痴情第一名,扮酷第一名,魅力第一名,冷冰冰第一名,理智第一名:
射手座:贪玩第一名,糊涂第一名,可爱第一名,勇于尝试第一名,心无城府第一名:
摩羯座:严肃第一名,镇定第一名,忍耐第一名,认真第一名,保守第一名:
水瓶座:好奇第一名,好学第一名,创意第一名,另类第一名,创造奇迹第一名:
双鱼座:心软第一名,敏感第一名,多疑第一名,爱做梦第一名,胡思乱想第一名:
(好――色――排――名,你――排――第――几?)
第一名,天蝎座:
第二名,处女座:
第三名,牧羊座:
第四名,狮子座:
第五名,巨蟹座:
第六名,双鱼座:
第七名,摩羯座:
第八名,金牛座:
第九名,射手座:
第十名,天秤座:
第十一名,双子座:
第十二名,水瓶座:
(十二星座“绝情榜”你排第几?)
天蝎座:绝情指数:100
白羊座:绝情指数:90:
金牛座:绝情指数:80:
狮子座:绝情指数:70:
摩羯座:绝情指数:60:
水瓶座:绝情指数:50:
双子座:绝情指数:40:
处女座:绝情指数:30:
巨蟹座:绝情指数:20:
射手座:绝情指数:10:
双鱼座:绝情指数:5:
天秤座:绝情指数:0:
(看完后,不仅要写下你是哪个星座,还要转载,不然的话,一辈子得不到幸福)
2月出生(做事无厘头)
3月出生(总是呆表情)
4月出生(充满了幻想)
5月出生(爱装很正经)
6月出生(真诚又调皮)
7月出生(多情巧言语)
8月出生(恋家第一名)
9月出生(单纯的认真)
10月出生(灿烂却冷酷)
11月出生(多愁加善感)
12月出生(执着得可怕)
(12星座伤人指数排行)
No.1:天蝎座——伤人指数:100
No.2:白羊座——伤人指数 :99
No.3:水瓶座——伤人指数 :90
No.4:狮子座——伤人指数 :85
No.5:金牛座——伤人指数 :83
No.6:摩羯座——伤人指数 :80
No.7:双子座——伤人指数 :79
No.8:处女座——伤人指数 :77
No.9:巨蟹座——伤人指数 :75
No.10:双鱼座——伤人指数:73
No.11:射手座——伤人指数:70
No.12:天秤座——伤人指数:69
(星座最害怕失去是)
白羊座最害怕失去:勇气
金牛座最害怕失去:金钱
水瓶座最害怕失去:灵感
双子座最害怕失去:自在
巨蟹座最害怕失去:家庭
狮子座最害怕失去:自尊
处女座最害怕失去:听众
天秤座最害怕失去:理智
双鱼座最害怕失去:梦想
天蝎座最害怕失去:朋友
摩羯座最害怕失去:信任
射手座最害怕失去:流行
(星座是什么的第1名)
白羊座:冲动第一名:
金牛座:稳重第一名:
双子座:八卦第一名:
巨蟹座:体贴第一名:
狮子座:自信第一名:
处女座:细心第一名:
天秤座:爱美第一名:
天蝎座:痴情第一名:
射手座:贪玩第一名:
摩羯座:严肃第一名:
水瓶座:好奇第一名:
双鱼座:心软第一名:
(心肠最软的星座)
双鱼座:双鱼的感情丰富,容易心软 座:感情丰富,容易心软:
天秤座:耳根子软,心地也很软:
处女座:心肠最好的人,有求必应,比神仙还灵。:
巨蟹座:有什么要求都能答应:
射手座:满腔的热血,心地也很好,:
金牛座:外冷内热的类型,:
白羊座:心肠不坏:
狮子座:赚人热泪的故事或许会让它激情澎湃一下,但不一定心软座:
双子座:比较讲理,喜欢就事论事,:
天蝎座:心肠比较的强硬:
摩羯座:铁面无私的他多半只会对自己的家人心软:
水瓶座:心软往往只有几分钟:
(好骗”的星座排名)
第1名:双鱼座(太善良了):
第2名:牡羊座(会常保一颗赤子之心):
第3名:金牛座(常常反应慢半拍):
第4名:狮子座(通常无法抗拒别人的称赞):
第5名:天秤座(常在犹豫不决时被骗):
第6名:射手座(他们常常做决定不用大脑):
第7名:双子座(被比他更好的口才说服):
第8名:水瓶座(拥有异于常人的判断力):
第9名:巨蟹座(龟毛的个性常使他们免于被骗):
第10名:魔蝎座(会叫你拿出证据否则一切免谈):
第11名:天蝎座(通常有超准的直觉):
第12名:处女座(则是在每个小地方都能看出破绽):
(星座是的第1名)
白羊座:冲动第一名,做事后悔第一名,火气大第一名,大胆第一名,敢爱敢恨第一名:
金牛座:稳重第一名,节制第一名,贪财第一名,可靠第一名,吃苦耐劳第一名:
双子座:八卦第一名,聪慧第一名,爱疯第一名,幽默第一名,多话第一名:
巨蟹座:体贴第一名,爱吃第一名,爱家第一名,孝顺第一名,多愁善感第一名:
狮子座:自信第一名,爱表现第一名,要面子第一名,品味第一名,风度第一名:
处女座:细心第一名,挑剔第一名,洁癖第一名,小题大作第一名,吃醋第一名:
天秤座:爱美第一名,犹豫第一名,懒惰第一名,善辩第一名,公正第一名:
天蝎座:痴情第一名,扮酷第一名,魅力第一名,冷冰冰第一名,理智第一名:
射手座:贪玩第一名,糊涂第一名,可爱第一名,勇于尝试第一名,心无城府第一名:
摩羯座:严肃第一名,镇定第一名,忍耐第一名,认真第一名,保守第一名:
水瓶座:好奇第一名,好学第一名,创意第一名,另类第一名,创造奇迹第一名:
双鱼座:心软第一名,敏感第一名,多疑第一名,爱做梦第一名,胡思乱想第一名:
(好――色――排――名,你――排――第――几?)
第一名,天蝎座:
第二名,处女座:
第三名,牧羊座:
第四名,狮子座:
第五名,巨蟹座:
第六名,双鱼座:
第七名,摩羯座:
第八名,金牛座:
第九名,射手座:
第十名,天秤座:
第十一名,双子座:
第十二名,水瓶座:
(十二星座“绝情榜”你排第几?)
天蝎座:绝情指数:100
白羊座:绝情指数:90:
金牛座:绝情指数:80:
狮子座:绝情指数:70:
摩羯座:绝情指数:60:
水瓶座:绝情指数:50:
双子座:绝情指数:40:
处女座:绝情指数:30:
巨蟹座:绝情指数:20:
射手座:绝情指数:10:
双鱼座:绝情指数:5:
天秤座:绝情指数:0:
(看完后,不仅要写下你是哪个星座,还要转载,不然的话,一辈子得不到幸福)
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Ohaiyo ^^
Called my friend this morning... confirm the outing this afternoon...
yesterday went to library... to search for some books regarding the author of Lou Ying 羅英 and manage to found one of her book name : 心舞飞扬 — 星空下的吉他BOY
Actually the first book that i read from this author too was 雨夜聆听——秘密,只对你说
After that i started to borrow other related books like 花季留痕 — 锁在玻璃盒里的回忆 and 青葱岁月 — 那段时间他当了回差生... Currently still reading 花季留痕 — 锁在玻璃盒里的回忆...
Hope i can found other books like...
Just found other interesting books too...
Kaichou wa Maid-sama! Episode 20 out ^^
Nitez...
yesterday went to library... to search for some books regarding the author of Lou Ying 羅英 and manage to found one of her book name : 心舞飞扬 — 星空下的吉他BOY
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心舞飞扬 — 星空下的吉他BOY |
Actually the first book that i read from this author too was 雨夜聆听——秘密,只对你说
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雨夜聆听 — 秘密,只对你说 |
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花季留痕 — 锁在玻璃盒里的回忆 |
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青葱岁月 — 那段时间他当了回差生 |
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清风物语 — 晴朗的天空有云彩飘过 |
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梦里花开 — 心弦上那不逝的风景 |

【作 者】 何七
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高三考生 |
【作 者】 罗英
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应该与我相遇 |
【作 者】 罗英
still have many many nice books under hereKaichou wa Maid-sama! Episode 20 out ^^
Nitez...
Friday, August 13, 2010
Its been 3 days, didn't update my blog.. was really busy prepare for my 来冲冲去冲冲 FA & HR quiz test >.<
today's HR quiz done within 15mins LOL!! I did the section B first, prevent my memory might fade any minutes any seconds :x and section A very happy to see a lot of familiar questions :)
YESH!! Finally got back my first semster result, economic and english. Got an A for economic and C for english... I actually more happier and looking forward for my english than economic, so when yesterday i got to know, i managed to pass and get a C, i hugged on someone like crazy :p
K-ON!! episode 19, Naruto Shippuuden episode 173, Amagami SS episode 7 out ^^
tonight was trying to login my 久违的 maple account... i encounter the auto-typing error again... when i was trying to login my account... my password being changed... have to reset it then can manage to login... after i managed to login... -shock- i found my character being moved to another location... from singapore CBD to el nath and looks like being raped again... certain items gone... left only those untradeable equipments and useless etc... even my last 1 million also turn out only left 43k... inside no more flooded by people... just like a ghost town... i belief same goes to other towns too... so i decided to un-install my maple again... no more value for me to continue any longer...
went to popular in the afternoon... actually went and just to see any interesting and beautiful chinese novel book... and i saw a few just arrive chinese novel books... after verify with the assistants... the books only available for once... so... i bought all the books (11 of them) -.-
Nitez...
Nitez...

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那小子真帅 Book 1 & 2 were bought at Kinokuniya :) |
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Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Accounting Quiz 2 will be topics 3,4,5,6,7 =_= hao duo topics ah...
Awaiting for tomorrow HR Quiz 2 topics out... tomorrow will be having whole day lesson...
How i wish this week can pass faster :p and my marketing quiz 1 result will know tomorrow, hope can pass *pray*
Today went to bugis again with my friend, myself once again bought the crepes... however this time the shop assistant who made, a bit disappointed, cause not as tasty as i thought...=/ perhaps i will come another day from the other shop assistant...
Bleach episode 283 and Nurarihyon no Mago episode 6 out ^^
this week bleach, was a bit boring... almost fall asleep lol... However the 1st and 3rd Espanda have died :(
awaiting for more new anime episodes out... :) Nitezz...
Awaiting for tomorrow HR Quiz 2 topics out... tomorrow will be having whole day lesson...
How i wish this week can pass faster :p and my marketing quiz 1 result will know tomorrow, hope can pass *pray*
Today went to bugis again with my friend, myself once again bought the crepes... however this time the shop assistant who made, a bit disappointed, cause not as tasty as i thought...=/ perhaps i will come another day from the other shop assistant...
Bleach episode 283 and Nurarihyon no Mago episode 6 out ^^
this week bleach, was a bit boring... almost fall asleep lol... However the 1st and 3rd Espanda have died :(
awaiting for more new anime episodes out... :) Nitezz...
Monday, August 9, 2010
On today, national day special events... channel 8 play a movie name An Empress and the Warriors (江山美人) and i found this love song... Sui Ming Er Fei (隨夢而飛) by artist : Leon Lai (黎明) and Kelly Chen (陳慧琳)
another touching, loving old song
S.H.E - 我爱你
sometimes i was thinking what if i'm now dating with someone... probably won't have time to watch... but actually i really don't mind... because can spend the time with someone you love is the most happiness moments to me... i still waiting for him... still waiting... wonder sometimes am i too picky or something... i hope he would be a non-smoker, have stable income, taller than me (i'm only 161cm :p) and loves me, dote me, care for me, always think of me... sometimes i was wondering is it my requirements too hard to be... :(
Hope i can meet my him soon...
Shukufuku no Campanella episode 6 and Fairy Tail episode 41 out ^^
my favourite characters on this screenshot... Loke (aka Leo) and Lucy.
one of my favourite new song fairy tail number 4 new ending theme
~Kimi ga Iru Kara~ by artist Mikuni Shimokawa
Nitezzz...
another touching, loving old song
S.H.E - 我爱你
sometimes i was thinking what if i'm now dating with someone... probably won't have time to watch... but actually i really don't mind... because can spend the time with someone you love is the most happiness moments to me... i still waiting for him... still waiting... wonder sometimes am i too picky or something... i hope he would be a non-smoker, have stable income, taller than me (i'm only 161cm :p) and loves me, dote me, care for me, always think of me... sometimes i was wondering is it my requirements too hard to be... :(
Hope i can meet my him soon...
Shukufuku no Campanella episode 6 and Fairy Tail episode 41 out ^^
my favourite characters on this screenshot... Loke (aka Leo) and Lucy.
one of my favourite new song fairy tail number 4 new ending theme
~Kimi ga Iru Kara~ by artist Mikuni Shimokawa
Nitezzz...
Hanasakeru Seishounen full episode complete :)
Da Capo Episode 3 To be continue...
Happy Birthday to Singapore !! ^^
Bed time soon... Good nitez...
Sunday, August 8, 2010
What a great sunday morning... So peaceful... and I'm waiting for breakfast arrive... :p
PS: oh dear i still haven't start to revision my Accounting and Human Resource new topic for next week quiz ~.~
Zero No Tsukaima: Princess No Rondo full episode complete :)
Nodame Cantabile
Nodame Cantabile Paris
Nodame Cantabile Finale
Another great anime which i would like to recommend too...
PS: oh dear i still haven't start to revision my Accounting and Human Resource new topic for next week quiz ~.~
Zero No Tsukaima: Princess No Rondo full episode complete :)
Nodame Cantabile
Nodame Cantabile Paris
Nodame Cantabile Finale
Another great anime which i would like to recommend too...
Zero No Tsukaima: Princess No Rondo Episode 4
To be continue...And waiting for tomorrow One Piece & Yumeiro Patissiere new episodes out...
Bed time. Good niitezzz....
Konbawa
Hi. This is my first time wrote something on the website. From today onwards, here become a little world of mine.
Today, I finally finish watching my 海派甜心, ever since the last time was almost half of year ago.
I really love this drama. It was very touching. Hope i can meet my him soon.
Another anime that i am watching, Kaichou wa Maid-sama episode 19 was really nice and warming. Hope there's more and more nice and loving anime. :)
The picture i took when watching kaichou wa maid-sama. So sweet...
Usui surprised that Misaki chan came visit him... :D
Misaki chan knew that Usui would leave the hospital, so she came and take care of him... ^^
Misaki chan helped her beloved Usui changing...
Misaki apologised, Usui really glad that Misaki just right for him...
I getting more and more love to watch this anime. Can't wait for next episode!! :D
Oh yeah. Yesterday while i was window shopping with my friend. I'm very happy that i bought 2 interesting books from kinokuniya. And very coincidence that i met my classmate too. At the same time i bought two item of girls' item which cost me S$15 T_T guess next week i can't lunch at outside too much le.
Wish my beloved family and friends stay healthy and happy always!
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