why my love is so bitter... why always give me hot and cold shoulder... why am I still holding some hope... why I can't just let it go... haiz... why am I soooo stubborn!! why why whyyyyyyyyyy........  I need some peace.... anyone can save me??!!! I want to forget... why i can't just did it?!!!!! I feel so miserable now.... everyone told me to let go.... why is it so hard to do it.....!!! arghhhhhhhhhh... I hate it...

我真的真的真的真的好不开心！！😢😢